I am making an el jay switch because lol how lame am I

colleenster

see you there.

So. I had a really weird dream last night. Like it seemed really realistic.

Basically I was at work. It was a normal day at the vet's office except like when I got there instead of walking over to Dr. R's desk I walk into this random office that like appeared out of nowhere and in it was Dr. House with a whiteboard and symptoms written on it. He tossed a file to me and it was like some cat with a medical mystery and I looked over and was like "It probably has heartworm" and he was like "It's never heartworm!" and like we had to run all these crazy tests and shit and figure out this medical mystery just like we were on House except with like... animals.

Eventually we did figure out that it was like IDK some rare virus and we were tipped off by hemotosis or something and IDK I don't think that's actually a real medical term. I think dream me probably meant hepatomegaly.

And then in my dream I told my anatomy teacher about it the next day. But then a week later in dream land we had to dissect and it was the cat I had to save and then I woke up.

Ask me to take a picture of any aspect of my life that you're interested in - it can be anything from the house I live in to my favorite shoes. Leave your choice here as a comment, and I will take a picture and post them later. That way you get to know a little bit about my life, if you're remotely interested in it.

Go go go!

So I was feeling pretty crappy yesterday. School, work, stupid college stuff, act, and other things have all been suddenly shoved onto my plate at full throttle and it's just like "Here, Colleen, deal with this" and I feel like I'm going to be thrown out into the world with absolutely no guidance and just... fail.

And today I meet with my guidance counselor, she helped I guess. We made a list of about 17 schools that I could start to look at. Some of them are pretty much I'm guaranteed to get in but I'm really nervous about the others. I know it's good to have some "reach" schools and even though I really don't want to go to them I would dread that rejection letter in the mail. Fuck you schools, I don't want to work so you can tell me no.

But yeah, I guess I feel a little more confident with where I'm going in life now. I'll probably end up going to a school that's close by, but as much as I hate the midwest I think that's all that will work for me. Blah. I wish someone could just tell me what to do with myself.

I just want to say this

FUCK YOU NATIONAL HONORS SOCIETY, FUCK YOU.

That's all.

The Mae Shi vs. Miley Cyrus See U Again - The Mae Shi

I have nothing else.

I stole this from Katelyn

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog. Replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question if you're a pussy.
B) Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you. Also not doing this because I'm lazy.

1. Make a list of 5 things you can see without getting up:
Indiana Jones posters, my ACT prep book, sunglasses, a Pirates of the Caribbean DVD game, and my alarm clock

2. How do you style your hair?
Uhh well I bleach my bangs and dye that orange but other than that I brush it and just leave it. If it looks bad I pull it back haha.

3. What are you wearing now?
Black sweatpants and a blue dance sweatshirt with FAIRIES ON IT FUCK YEAH.

4. What's your occupation?
I am an intern at a Vet clinic. Yay for unpaid work.

5. Do you nap a lot?
Not really, unless I'm sick.

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
My lab partner? Haha yeah.

7. What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
House M.D. probably

8. What was the last thing you ate today?
Schnitzel

9. What was the last text message you received?
"Did you do the calculations?" Why yes I did. For my physics lab if you really care.

10. What websites do you always visit when you go online?
gmail, el-jay, fmylife.com, various webcomics

11. What was the last thing you bought?
Jeans at Deliah's from a push saleslady.

12. What are you listening to right now?
Survivor on the t.v.

13. What annoys you?
Idiot pet owners is my newest one. Hard to avoid them at work.

14. What is your favourite food?
OMG IT'S SCHNITZEL NOW. Deeelicioussssss

15. What is your favorite weather, and why?
Rainy because that's so pretty and nice sounding and smells good. I love it.

16. If you could play any musical instrument, which one would you play?
Bassoon of course! It's the greatest instrument ever.

17. How are you?
Tired, stressed, blech,

18. What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
Dr. A why won't you be at work tomorrow I don't want to work with Dr. G he's creepy D:

19. Say something about the person who tagged you:
Uh well I just did this because Kate posted it so uh IDK HI KATE.

Doing this neat little meme thing yeah!
( idk meme )

Haha so I intern/work at a Vet's office twice a week. I started about 3 weeks ago and although I've come on days when they've had to euthanize pets today was the first day I was there while they euthanized one.

( tl;dr about 80's music and dead cats )

I am a clutz B| Sometimes I wonder how I manage to walk.

Today at dance practice I bumped ankles with another girl. Usually it's not that big of a deal but this time one of us ending up twisting something, one of us fell, and there was some audible cracking involved.

Lucky me was that one.

brb finding more Ibuprofen.

Hi.

I keep looking for excuses to write in my livejournal.
But the truth is I don't think my life is interesting enough to write about.
But I want to be super awesome and trendy and write in a blog about my not so exciting life.

So I am going to write about my most interesting experience in 2008. Well, probably not the most interesting one but it's all I can think about right now.

This took place on a nice, warm summer evening. I had just exited the local discount theater after having had the pleasure of watching Robert Downey Jr. up on the big screen being totally kickass for two excellent hours.
I was having a nice night.

When out of the blue, I see a man walking my way.

But it was no ordinary man.

He was dressed as something special.

He was dressed as Darth Vader.

Just walking down the street, past the theater, I tap my friend on the shoulder and point him out to her. She laughs, but I am amazed.

I give him a thumbs up, he gives one back.

And then just keeps walking.

It's just like my life. Except it's not. And it's a journal.